This past weekend, I had the incredible privilege of hearing Vince Antonucci, the founding pastor of The Verve church in Las Vegas, speak at Kensington Community Church in Troy, MI. I was excited because I had previously heard of Vince and the church plant and wanted to learn more about what God is doing through this project.
While I found Vince’s message to be relevant, energetic, and entertaining as I listened to it, it has taken a few days of processing time for his heartfelt stories to have begun impacting my life in an intensely powerful, emotional way.
Increasingly over the past several weeks, I have been encountering more and more people who are turning away from God and denying His power, rejecting His grace, and even refuting His very existence. I generally enjoy meeting people with different beliefs and taking the time to hear their life stories and engage with them on their journey, no matter what they believe or in what direction they are heading. It is always my prayer and hope that in developing a relationship with them, I would serve as a mirror reflecting God’s love and joy in my life onto them, giving them the opportunity to re-encounter God and have the opportunity to return to Him in God’s own perfect timing. I reject pushiness and do not endorse anyone pushing others to believe certain things, whether true or not. Just as God gave people the free choice to believe and trust in Him, my intention remains to always act in the very same manner and with a patience fueled by trust that God is actively pursuing their restoration to Him and will do things in His own time.
Essentially, my desire for people to experience God’s life-transforming power and healing in their own lives is something I look forward to as we develop a relationship, but is something I leave up to God. My focus is just to love them the best that I can and continue developing our relationship with the hope that they would be able to experience how incredible my life is because God is in it.
However, it has been becoming increasingly painful to watch people who I love, who belong to and are loved by God, explicitly deny their only hope for salvation. I’ve been trying to determine why this has been progressively becoming the case, and finally can see that it’s because I’m beginning to realize time is very short.
It’s almost like I’ve been looking at the world through some fantasy lens until this realization. I’ve been getting caught up in how some good things are happening, for example, at places like Kensington – where people are being reunited with God. And, of course, God’s Word makes it clear that it is our responsibility to seek after the lost until Christ returns, no matter how near we feel the end may be. However, the realization that time is very short brings about a definite urgency – that is very unsettling and extremely uncomfortable. And it’s impossible to look around the world and deny that it is turning against God on a very mass scale.
Vince told a story about how he and his wife went to a theme park with their children, and one of their sons got lost attempting to go over to his mom at the other side of the park. When Vince made his way back over to where his wife was and realized that their son was not with her, he jumped into a frantic mode that he vividly described – he looked everywhere for his son, shouting across the park whenever he saw a child he thought might be him. The feelings he described can only be defined as excruciating – not knowing where his son was or if he would ever find or see him again.
That very feeling is the same feeling God feels about each and every one of His lost children. Vince made this statement during his message, but it has taken a while to finally hit me. It’s that same feeling that makes God leave all his sheep to go after just one who is lost. It’s that same feeling that God feels about every single one of His children who have wandered away from Him.
I think the changes I’m noticing are me beginning to experience that very feeling more and more intensely. The Bible is very clear that people will either spend eternity with God, or eternity in flames (Matthew 25:40-46). I don’t want that to happen to people who I love and care about, and want more than anything for them to be in a relationship with God. And the reality check of just how quickly the world is turning against Him is scaring me for the sake of my loved ones’ future.
I guess the only thing I can end with, regardless of whether you believe in Jesus or not, is that I love you, and God loves you, and that’s the most important thing I could possibly tell you. In the end, nothing else really matters nearly as much.